Food is my addiction

This last couple  of weeks have been a whirl wind of emotions.  My thoughts  are wrapped around people in my life.  Each person touches your life in one way or another.  Each person you meet could leave a lasting impression on your life.  We said good bye to a very good man a couple of weeks ago. He played a huge role in my son's life.  I will forever be grateful for a Heavenly Father that knew exactly what my son needed when he needed it.  Thank You Bishop Max Nicholas for making a lasting impression on my families life.  I will forever be grateful for that! So I am now ready to embark on the challenge to loose weight.  The last 2 months I have set up my mind to get ready for the life changing times.  I have tried to talk myself into just one more doughnut, one more bowl of ice cream one more who knows what.  Well I don't want to give any of that up so I have been trying to figure out how I can still eat that stuff and loose...